Have you ever had a lot on your mind with no way to release the thoughts bottled up inside? This is how I feel most of my life ... I feel trapped. Words that formulate in my brain have a hard time making it to "paper" (or in this case a blog). I feel inadequate. Small in the whole realm of thing. A tiny dot in the universe.
I sat in a room full of people today, people I call family. For the first time in a LONG time I didn't feel utterly and absolutely ALONE. Maybe something is happening that I am unaware of ... something beautiful. I was at PEACE. I was not alone ...